Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Fresh Start


It has taken several months for the structures that were built over the years to finally fall to the foundation. The cement is left, the things that matter the most.

Emptying out the few belongings from our house, only taking what we felt was necessary and could not replace we took with us. It fit in the back of our Truck. Looking at it sitting in its few boxes and such in my parents garage, I did not know whether to laugh or cry. We are literally starting over.

A few days ago I let my feelings and attachments, the stories and despair in regards to our house, stuff and the pain of many times having to do this.

Yes I cried a few tears, but in the shedding of tears I feel a lot lighter. I can breathe and I know that in due time we will once again have the home we have dreamed about. It has not been easy taking this house down to the foundations. Tearing everything apart within myself, our marriage and such but I know that in the aftermath of destruction the ability to rebuild what will stand the test of time is the most important elements one could ever ask for.

So We start over and we enjoy the building process because it is ours!

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