Tired of the Bullshit yet?

Why is everyone so afraid? Why do we continue to chew on that piece of gum that has no flavor, sticks to everything and makes your jaw sore, just because you are supposed to have some story of fear to share? What are we looking for as a society? What do we think we need more of? Why do we cower and hide in dark places because we are afraid of what?

Why do we rationalize those stories, we just add a new spin to make it more interesting? What does it get you? Has it solved your problems for the long term? Has it eased the anxiety and fear that clamps around your heart and chest in the middle of the night?

Are we willing to admit to ourselves that we are ADDICTS to our stories of pain, fear and humiliation?

Are you willing to Get Clean? Get Sober? Face yourself?  

Addicted to Pain and Suffering

What if you were not as helpless as you want yourself to believe? What if everything you do, decide, choose and participate in every waking moment of your life is YOUR CREATION? What if no one else, including God, Buddah, Zen, Goddes etc. is not responsible for your choosing? What if you realized that, as an addict, it is so much easier to blame everything under the sun for your condition then facing your pain and fear?  Not easy to swallow is it, because when one faces one's self as an addict, you can no longer blame or judge others for being addicts can you!

What if joy and happiness is reality because you are supposed to be happy? How would that feel to know deep down that to be happy and full of life and joy is your life destiny? What if this was all just a dream and you could change it because you wanted to?

What if the truth is simple, that it is as simple as breathing? Would you or anyone have a reason to complain, whine, bitch, moan and relive the horrors of your past if happiness was a simple as breathing in and out and acknowledging that you are truly blessed?

 Are you willing to love yourself for who you are, an infinite being who chose to be here! Are you willing to stand up and say Bullshit to the ancient story of Lack, Loss, Pain and Sorrow as a means to destroy you? Are you willing to see everything that manifests in your life whether negative or positive is for the express purpose of experience and the priceless pearl of wisdom?

You tired of the Bullshit yet and ready to experience something new? I sure as hell am and yes, just as they do in AA, Hi my name is Jeannine and I am an addict! I am here for the pure purpose of sobering up, and actively creating a new life and experience for myself! Are you?